In the agony of secrecy,
it is easy to present you with a smile –
insides wretched,
outside as fake
as the statue
caked in pigeon shit.
I follow the directions
of the people
who have gone before me.
The truth is never truer
than when buried deep.
So I pretend all is agreeable.
I mouth the platitudes
of daily living.
I go along with
the laughter and the music.
I’m the crossroads of my pain,
your benign ignorance.
John Grey is an Australian poet, U.S. resident. Recently published in New Plains Review, Perceptions, and Sanskrit, with work upcoming in South Carolina Review, Gargoyle, Owen Wister Review, and Louisiana Literature.